Weakness of Desire by ArgusFilch
Summary: Original poetry of Argus Filch
Categories: Poetry Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 265 Read: 635 Published: 12/02/2003 Updated: 12/02/2003

1. Her Touch is so Cold by ArgusFilch

Her Touch is so Cold by ArgusFilch
Her touch is so cold

Yet I know she loves me with all her heart

I never liked her

But madly wanted her

She always talked though we could never converse

Her mind was so dirty yet I was the perverted one

All I wanted was a friend


When I said it was over

Was the first time she said she loved us

I tried to say no

But I couldn’t lie to myself

I had to run away, so I ran into her arms

I became too involved

So I said yes

Somewhere I have seen this before in a dream

Which I had when she seduced me into sleep

My mind would scream

But I didn’t want to hear the voices


I thought she would be an escape

She stole my desires

I came back from where she had forsaken me

My emotions became rags

I stitched them back together to keep me sane

In the bitter coldness I felt in our friendship

I managed to burn the hold she had on me

She couldn’t take no for an answer

And I found myself saying yes to her demands.


Sweet thoughts fade and my sense of life is decaying

The days seems so long and I wish I could sleep away the years

Death is a fascination that keeps me alive

Then I see a purpose, a reason to live

I want to scream out loud to find the peace

But my mind is so weak

And down on my knees I crawl back towards her.
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